just surrender beautiful pretender

Hypothetical situation-
Girl hears what she does wrong. What people don't like. What people need help with. What people want and need.
Girl tries her best to be different. To act differently. To give people a hand because they really need it.
Then girl tries to explain to the world that she hurts and has needs and wants and fears of her own.
And they are left ignored. The world grunts in response and leaves girl in deafening silence.
Girl seems to get same response from everyone and everything. The world tells girl that she isn't worth much anyway.
World gives girl the finger.
Girl makes music louder, drives faster, and
does something for herself instead.