Everything is falling apart and I really need it to stop.

This has honestly been one of the worst days of my life.

Keep trying to pick up pieces, but they're just getting smaller.

And everything is being amplified by the fact that I don't have my best friend to call at 2 a.m. or to be there when I need someone to look out for me. There are enough people in this world who will do anything for you when the sun is shining, but somehow disappear at the first forecast of rain. Best friends are a bit harder to come by.

In any event, I guess I'll put up prom pictures when I check more off the other lists.