dear all of you, i'm going to put it in quotations.

You brought me back to the surface. 

I love you in ways I'll never be capable of explaining.

In all the time I've known you, I've never known you like this. You are making my summer so absolutely unbelievable. I owe so much of my happiness to you at present. I'm glad we can call that song our own.

I've known you 17 "years" now, as amusing as it sounds. Thank you for smiles, hugs, and redvines at 2 in the morning. Thank you for being a confidant and thank you for trusting me enough to be one for you. You've been so sweet and good to me every single day we've been friends.

I think you're being ridiculous. Stop acting like you know what's on my heart and mind. Thank you for causing drama and spreading rumors to everyone and their mom. No truly, thank you for stabbing me in the back out of jealousy. I was getting too much sleep at night anyway. I hope someday you realize how childish and completely cruel your behavior is.

If it weren't for you, I don't know that I'd be able to laugh these days.

I miss you terribly. You are one of the few people I would rewind all of high school for. Take that mind of yours and do amazing things. I know I will see your face again.

I wish you had one single concern for me or my life. You are succeeding in making it obvious that you do not desire one ounce of knowledge of what's going on day to day, or even month to month. The sad thing is, it's beginning to stop surprising me.

You both have been twin pillars in my life. Without you, I know I would crumble. Thank you for your support and for believing in me. And thank you for insisting that I start writing again.

I am so proud of you. I cannot wait for you to come home in August.