just because i'm losing, doesn't mean i'm lost.

finally getting home after an exhausting day feels so good. such a bittersweet day it was in general.

doctors and hospitals are the worst. remind me next time that i don't deal well with needles. oh, and having to be back within 24 hours, and then another 48-72 hours after that really, really sucks.

but i got coffee, pancakes, and to enjoy a crazy night with thomas, jason, and chris. and it totally made up for the whole, being stabbed repeatedly with sharp things experience. they take good care of me. ihop and ridiculous movies are always good for cheering oneself up when life as you know it is in a whirlwind and soon to be gone. i've been meaning to do a huge update, because there's so much that is new, but tonight yet again, won't be that night. as much as the hour to two hours of sleep a night i've been getting are terrific, i would like to get some more before i meet the boys for breakfast in a few hours.

*sigh*

there is no sleep included in these amazing summer days & nights.