changing of the times.

For the first time in my life, I made a relationship decision, not because of what I wanted, believe me, but because of what I know I need. The amount of time I've spent crying today alone was reason enough to believe that I made the right choice. The past month has been amazing, such a beautiful blur, and it's killing me inside to take a step back. Letting go of something so new is proving more heart ache than it ought to. But after running into who I did last night out of the blue, my mind knows it needs to stage an intervention and overrule my heart.

I've been living in the moment and ignoring consequences long enough. Summer only lasts so long.

So this is my first step back in the right direction.

And it sucks.