i don't want

to grow up.
i don't want all of this responsibility.
i don't want the job i got today.
i don't want to start on friday and work all weekend.
i don't want to have a senior year that i can't share with my best friend.
i don't want to write any more damn english essays.
i don't want to go to college.
i don't want any MORE changes in my life.



i want to rewind to last year so bad,
it's making me sick.



so overwhelmed.
i'm not ready for this.
and i want someone to be with me tonight.
but that's kind of a problem seeing as i wouldn't settle for just anyone
there's really only one who knows how to take care of this many tears at once.