I think it's worse today than it's ever been.

And I have no one to run to. No one to take care of me. No one to even give a damn either way.

I just want to be missed. I just don't want to be the only one this is breaking.

How can someone be so crazy about you for so long and then just be happy it's over? 

How can two people go through so much together, grow so much together, and then only one of them ends up being sad about it? 

There are still so many unanswered questions. Probably even more now than there were before. And now it just hurts even more. And what's the point in begging for answers that no one will answer anyway?

I don't know what to do. I don't know how someone can say they love you and then abandon you.

I'm so tired of being abandoned. 

I'm so tired of crying until I make myself sick.

I'm so tired of hurting more each day than I did the previous.